Aria stood on the curb, looking up at
the old house in guarded horror. She imagined most who saw it appreciated the
romance of the old Victorian style home. Painted gray with differing shades of
purple from lavender to violet on the trim, it had a large wrap around porch
and a three-story turret to the right side of the house, another in the back
and a dormered attic space.
This had been the house she’d spent much
of her childhood in, but when she and her mother had left the house and the
island eleven years ago, she always assumed that would be the last she would
ever see of the place. She couldn’t believe her mother had allowed the new husband
to move them back here.
She’d been almost happy in Orlando, but
her mother never cared about Aria’s happiness, only her own. So here she was,
new stepdad, new stepsister, isolated and torn away from her few friends. Back
in the place, she hated beyond all reason.
She squinted against the early morning
sun, slipping her hands into the back pockets of her jeans. The façade wasn’t
as creepy in the daytime. Its old shingle roof, turrets and peeling paint gave
it a more of a gothic look, which just lent itself to all manner of ideas for
her fertile imagination.
She shook away the thought.
This wasn’t about a fertile imagination
run amok. This house haunted her worst nightmares. She just couldn’t entirely
remember why. What she knew for certain, was that she hated being back
here. She hated Starlight Key. She felt trapped. It was hard to breathe on the
small island.
“Aria, stop staring and grab something!”
Her mother barked out orders as she flounced passed with nothing more than a
garment bag in her hand.
She sighed.
In just three more weeks, she’d be
seventeen. After that, she had only one more year before she earned her
freedom. Though never in her worst fears had she expected to spend her last
year of captivity on the Key. This turn of events only made her life more of a
living hell then it had been the last eleven years.
She shivered as a hand suddenly caressed
her back.
“Moving day brings out the worst in
people, so don’t take Nadine’s mood personally.”
The deep voice spread its soft tendrils
around her heart.
She turned and looked up into the dreamy
dark eyes of Remi Townsend, the only good thing, to ever happen to her.
“You don’t know her well enough yet.
This is her usual mood.” She stared up at him, hoping how she felt about
him wasn’t written all over her face.
“Ah, well…” He clearly had nothing else.
Remi was both her savior and her
torture. He was perhaps the only person, besides her father to ever be
kind to her, but he was also the boyfriend of her exceptional new stepsister.
“Remi!”
Speak of the devil.
Aria tried not to pout, but Tatiana
Tarasios was by far the most
shallow, hateful creature she’d ever had the
misfortune to meet and to be linked to that girl through her mother’s most recent
idiocy was nearly more than she could bear.
“What is it, hon?” Remi stepped around
Aria to go to his beloved.
Aria made a face and mimicked silently, What
is it, hon?
“I can’t manage most of these boxes. I
don’t understand why Tallon didn’t hire a moving company for this.” she whined.
Tatiana was worse than one of those
spoiled French poodles and the relationship she had with her father was the
strangest father-daughter relationship Aria had ever witnessed. The man spoiled
her one minute, barked at her like she was his personal property the next, then
she’d catch Tatiana all curled up in Tallon’s lap in a rather sickening display
of affection that just bordered on completely inappropriate.
Admittedly, Tatiana was the most
gorgeous woman Aria had ever seen up close and in person, but to say her beauty
only went skin deep would have been the understatement of the century.
I hate how she has Remi so completely
wrapped around her perfectly-manicured bony finger.
Aria stepped passed them into the truck.
The ramp wobbled beneath her weight as she ascended and moved to the back wall.
She looked for a box with her markings on it. She wanted her stuff. She didn’t
care about the rest. Finding a rather large box at the top of a stack in the back
corner with Aria written on it in black sharpie, she reached, but
struggled under the size and weight as she tried to pull it down into her arms.
“Whoa, let me get that one.” Remi
stabilized the box.
His fingers brushed over hers as he grabbed
it, causing butterflies to soar in the dark confines of her stomach.
“I can do it.” She tried arguing with
him. “Besides, “Little Miss These-things-are-too-heavy- for-me”
may be watching. Wouldn’t want to get you in trouble.” She knew her attitude towards
Tatiana was petulant at best, but in all fairness, she felt she deserved at
least a small amount of bitterness, given the circumstances.
Remi laughed and smiled, showing white, even teeth and two deep dimples.
She very nearly sighed.
Nothing would ever come of the mad crush
she had on him, even if he wasn’t her new stepsister’s boyfriend, he was ten
years older than she was. Aria didn’t delude herself by thinking that he ever
looked at her as anything more than a dumb kid, but she couldn’t help the
things she felt for him.
From the moment she first saw him, that
night at Tallon’s when she’d gone with her mom for dinner, he lit something up
inside her heart that she had never felt before.
He had short, jet black hair that was
always styled in such a way that you couldn’t tell whether he liked it rumpled
and it had somehow straightened itself, or if he tried to keep it conservative,
but he’d run his hand through it one too many times. His eyes were a bright
blue unlike anything she’d ever seen and he had impossibly thick lashes that
framed those eyes making her want to stare into them forever.
“Let me worry about Tatiana.” He managed
to wrestle the box free from her hands.
Emotion she’d been working so hard to
keep chained and locked in the basement of her soul suddenly overwhelmed her
and she collapsed into a shabby old chair she hoped to lay claim to for her
room. It was the kind you just sank into, and as she did, tears she was at a
loss to stop bubbled up from inside.
“Hey. Don’t cry.” Remi’s soft concern
didn’t help.
He put down the box and squatted in
front of her placing his hands gently on her knees.
“It’s not so bad, Aria. You’re just
under a lot of stress. I mean good God, I know Nadine sprung the marriage on
you, then the move, and yes I even understand Tatiana can be a bit of an acquired
taste.” He reached out and grabbed a tear from her cheek with his thumb. “But
you’re a resilient, smart girl. You’re going to be okay.”
Not beautiful or even pretty, but she’d
take resilient and smart, as long as it came from Remi. She was used to being
overlooked by the people around her. After all, she had a mother who looked to
be about twenty-seven with the body of a swimsuit model and now Tatiana. In their
company she looked like a troll doll. It didn’t help any that she was
constantly in an up and down struggle with her weight, that her hair was the strangest
shade of not quite blonde, not quite red, and that she had long, wild curls
that would not be controlled under any circumstance.
She almost wished Remi wouldn’t be so
nice to her. She wasn’t used to it in a general sense. It undid her. He made it
very difficult for her to keep her walls firmly in place.
“I only have another year and three
weeks. That’s fifty-five weeks, totally doable.” She shrugged, all of a sudden
feeling a need to make him feel better about her not feeling happy.
He laughed softly. “So you have the math
down.”
“I do.”
She’d had the math down for more than
four years and it was finally getting close enough to move it solely to weeks.
That was exciting!
“Is it really so bad, Aria?” He cocked
his head to one side and seemed to be examining her expression.
She pushed back all the strands of hair
that had come lose from her ponytail. Not quite being able to stop the
immediate comparison to Tatiana, she thought. Tatiana’s blonde was so vibrant
and her eyes so perfectly blue, like an ocean, and her skin flawless. Aria bet
the girl had never had a pimple in her entire life. It was a petty thought,
yes, but when you were staring into the oh-so-blue eyes of Remi Townsend, it
was hard not to compare yourself to his oh-so-perfect model girlfriend.
“It’s fine I suppose.” She shrugged
again.
There was no way she was going to burden
him with all her tales of teenage angst and childhood woe. Just in case he’d
forgotten, exactly how young she was and could possibly be looking at her as an
equal and not a child.
Sadness passed his beautiful eyes.
“It doesn’t sound so fine, sweetheart.”
He frowned.
The tenderness he showed her always made
her want to just fall into his arms. Would it really be so wrong? Yeah,
yeah, jailbait and all that, but Remi wouldn’t hurt her. She knew that in
the depths of her soul.
“Tell you what, Aria. I know my work
takes me away a lot… I mean that’s why Tatiana and I are living here rather
than on our own, so she’s not left alone when I’m working.”
Inside she growled. She really didn’t
care about Tatiana or her inability to live on her own, but she would always be
eternally grateful for it as it had brought Remi into her life.
“But my point is, whenever I’m in town,
you and me, we have a date.”
Her heart skipped about ten beats and
her entire soul lit up.
“I’ll make sure we get to do something
nice, something you’ll like. And Aria, I want you to promise me something.” He
looked at her in his most stern way.
“Wh-what?” Her nerves suppressed some of
the high he gave her and her belly clenched in the weirdest combination of fear
and desire.
“That you’ll tell me honestly how you
are. Because I really have come to care about you and I know you don’t have a
lot of people you can count on in your world. I’d like to be one of them,
though.” He smiled lopsidedly and adorably at her.
He wanted to be a person she could count
on?
He cared about her?
Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
She tried so hard to keep from lighting
up like a Christmas tree, but she couldn’t hold back the great big smile that
broke across her face.
“See, that’s what I like to see.”
He stood up and reached for her, pulling her to her feet in front of him. “You
have much too pretty a smile not to share it with the world.”
He was still holding her hands and her
heart was soaring. Never in her life had there been a better moment then this
and it was entirely possible there never would be again so she intended to
drink it all in.
“Smile for me, Aria. If for no other
reason than to make me happy, always smile for me.”
He squeezed her hands.
Her breath caught.
For just a split second she thought,
maybe, just maybe he saw her as a young woman and not a dumb kid.
Could
it be possible?
Did Remi see her as more?
She
blinked up into his eyes and though she didn’t want to push her luck, she
wanted nothing more in that moment than for him to kiss her. It would be her
first kiss and she couldn’t think of a better person to receive that from than
him.
She
breathed in and closed her eyes.
Remi’s fingers brushed back the tendrils
of Aria’s hair and she heard herself sigh.
“You are too sweet for your own good,
Aria.”
It was hot in the truck, stuffy, without
the benefit of air movement, and with closed eyes, all her senses seemed
heightened. She heard the gulls outside and in the distance she thought she
could maybe hear the shore. The spicy scent of his cologne infiltrated her, the
touch of his fingers along her temple, his breath in her hair as he exhaled, it
all combined into an intoxicating mix making her drunk, maybe even bold.
She parted her lips and swore she felt
him, just a brush, so light she wasn’t sure it was real.
“Remeeeeeeee.” The whine came from just
outside the truck and made her jump.
Jolted back to the present and to
reality, her eyes fluttered open. He was still staring at her, but as soon as
their eyes connected, he released her and looked away.
“What is it, Tatiana?” He moved to the
opening at the truck end and leaned out.
They exchanged some words, something
about her nails and how moving was not in her repertoire. Aria just rolled her
eyes even as they filled with tears. She grabbed a smaller box, it wasn’t hers,
but right then she just wanted camouflage to get out of there.
She pushed past the couple and rushed to
the house while Remi examined Tatiana’s nails.
Stepping over the threshold she got
shivers but ignored them. There were cobwebs everywhere and the floorboards
creaked as she stepped on them. The house was dark, as half the windows were
still boarded up. It didn’t look as if anyone had lived there in all the years
they’d been away. She couldn’t say for sure, it’s not like her mother would
ever divulge such personal information, or any information at all really.
The house smelled dusty and there was
another scent, one she couldn’t quite recognize. She placed the box she carried
on the old window seat in the front parlor. The house was big enough for all of
them in theory, but she couldn’t imagine any space giving her enough distance
from Tatiana.
She looked around the room trying so
hard to recall what the space had been. She remembered the color blue, white painted
wood, large furniture. Although she’d been quite small then, she remembered
being in her daddy’s arms, he was swinging her in a wide circle, around and
around and she was laughing like crazy.
She smiled, pleased to have recalled the
moment, but then the sadness swept in.
Why
did he leave?
Better question, why had he left her?
“Aria!” Her mother’s shrill voice echoed
throughout the space.
“What mother?” She groaned.
Her mother came from behind the stairs,
wearing white linen pants and a peach colored tank in some kind of shiny
fabric. She wore full make-up, had her pale blonde hair pulled back into a
rather severe ponytail, and wore a necklace made up of a series of four large
gold circles and her spiky heels clacked along the wood floorboards.
Perfect ensemble for moving day, mom.
“Is this all you brought in?” Nadine
gave the box she’d left on the window seat a small push then turned with her
ordinary exasperated expression. “Look, Tatiana isn’t feeling well, Remi has to
leave by four and I can only do so much here. I really need you to pick up the
slack and you bring in one box?”
“Where’s your husband?” Aria wasn’t
ordinarily so flippant, but her emotions were raw at this point.
“He’s a busy man, Aria, and I don’t
appreciate your tone one bit. You are a child there is no way you could
appreciate the complexities of an adult life. Tallon has left this move in my hands
and I will not disappoint him. You need to stop whining about every little
nuance of your life and focus on the big picture here.”
She felt kicked in the gut.
“And the big picture would be what,
exactly?” She asked, barely able to hold back the hurt and anger that was
rapidly rising to the surface.
“Today, it would be that I have a task
to accomplish and I will not accept failure! Tallon values privacy above all
else and he’s trusted all of this to me so as to keep any nosey movers out of
our business, but he will be back in the morning and I intend for him to find a
real home and not a dusty haunted house!”
Aria folded her arms tight across her
chest and tried taking even slow breaths to ease the pain cutting through her.
“And that’s ‘you-speak’ for you expect me
to do all this?” Sometimes she wondered how hard the act of getting emancipated
would be.
“Of course not! I wouldn’t trust such an
important thing as this to you alone! I will instruct you every step of the
way. You won’t have to make any decisions. I just need you to…”
“Fine, Mom.” She didn’t want to hear the
rest.
Fifty-five weeks. Fifty-five weeks.
Flirtatious giggling drew her attention
to the entry where Remi and Tatiana fell through the door together. He had his
arms wrapped around her and his mouth on her neck. They fell into the wall and
moved further down the hall and out of sight. A moment later she heard a door
slam.
Her heart tore.
He wasn’t hers. He would never be hers.
Still, how was she going to bear having to witness that at any given
moment?
Her mother groaned. “Well, there goes
any help we may have gotten out of them.”
She flung her hands in the air and
walked towards the front door.
“Come on Aria. I need your help now more
than ever.” As she walked out of the house she heard her mother mutter. “Why
does it all always fall on me?”
Aria drew a breath and pushed all her
thoughts, dreams and feelings as far to the back as she could. Arguing with her
mother would only prolong her torment. She had an entire house to unpack and
set up all by herself and she best get to it. It was going to be a long day.
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