Aurora stood anxiously, just inside the half horse
barn-half renovated home, in a ridiculously expensive pale blue designer gown, decked
out in jewelry she wouldn’t buy even if she could have afforded it, hair piled
high atop her head in a style she’d never wear it in, in real life, about to meet seven men.
One of whom she hoped to marry?
She would agree that at the very least, she was
enjoying the perfume the show had supplied her with. It was a light floral with
sexy oriental notes. She’d always had a great nose for scents, herbs, medicine,
potions. Her mother used to marvel at how she could always tell what spices
were in the cookies just from sniffing them.
She wished her mother were there right then, but
of course, she’d wished that every day for the past twenty five years.
She closed her eyes and shook off the
sentimentality.
There was enough on her plate tonight.
Being a part of a television reality show had
never in her life crossed her mind. Sure, she watched them,
loved to watch the tribes fight it out on survivor. She always watched Dancing
with the Stars, always. Her and both cats and a bowl of ice cream,
every season since season one. She loved to hope the Bachelor
and Bachelorette would at long last actually find their fairy tale. She'd
watched Joe Millionaire, Average Joe, and For Love or Money... every lousy
episode of every one of them, but to be in one of these shows?
Never.
She found a lose strand of her own red hair
clinging to a sequin on her gown and gingerly pulled it free and thought back
to that night nearly a year ago when Jules determined she’d be the first
contestant on the latest reality show trying to find someone true love.
One crazy night months ago over pizza and wine
coolers her entire life changed. Since then, the reality, the arduous nature of
the task, the strangeness of the situation and the very real truth, that she
was essentially being asked to be a slut on national television, had all set
in. She was now having more doubts than she could count. Only, it was a little
late to back out. She was about to go out to the garden and meet the men chosen
for this insanity.
She leaned forward a bit, trying to get a sneak
peak around the open barn doors, but was quickly, and rather jarringly, yanked
back.
"No fair peeking." Candace, the
assistant director shook her finger.
"You'll see them all in about ten
minutes. Just be patient."
Aurora rolled her eyes.
Patience was not one of her strong suits and the
knots in her stomach were forming knots on top of knots. She was thankful there
was at least a half bath on this level of the barn just in case she
needed to make a run for it in these six inch Louboutins.
"This is insanity." She spoke softly to
herself.
"That it is, but it's your insanity so may as well embrace it." Candace stood beside
her, blonde hair placed haphazardly atop her head, more of it having fallen out
of the clips than was still in it. She had an ear piece in, a clipboard, an
I-pad and three cell phones all within view.
"Thanks." She nearly stuck out her
tongue.
She didn't know Candace all that well. It was
interesting to her though, that there was a very predominantly female crew for
the production. Aside from Darius Finch, the executive producer, much of the
rest of the crew, from Jules, producer and director, down to the gaffers and
best boys, they were mostly female. She figured that was on purpose for her
benefit and as she'd be surrounded by most of these people day and night, she had
to admit, she was relieved to see so many female faces.
Oh but it was the male faces she had not been
allowed to see yet, that were most on her mind.
"You ready, girl?" Gabbie, the show's
hostess, sidled up next to her and grabbed her arm in an excited squeeze.
Gabbie and Jules, the aforementioned director,
where the two women she'd become closest with since this whole project started.
Of course it was Jules who'd handpicked her for this opportunity but when
Gabbie came on board as host... well she’s sort of a force of nature, so it was
as if she just decided they'd all be best friends and made it happen.
"No." Aurora stared into Gabbie's eyes,
hoping she'd read despair and panic. "I think I'm going to throw up."
"Oh come on." Gabbie grabbed Aurora's
arms and turned her so they were facing one another.
"This is supposed to be fun.
You're Cinderella, this is your ball. I'm the fairy godmother I guess. Do you
see what they did to my hair?" She patted the tight updo that was secured
with several flowers at the back.
"I haven't worn my hair so straight or
so... tight, since high school! Jules hasn't eaten in three days,
the guys are all out there sweating in places you don't want to know about,
but you... you're golden! This is all about you baby girl. You know
you're going on all the dates, all the trips, you know you'll be at the last
episode, you have all the power, enjoy this!"
Gabbie gave her a light shake. There were several
directions yelled around them as the final setup was lit and she heard the men
being aligned for the first shots.
She let the words sink in and took a deep
breathe.
"Of course. You're right." She closed
her eyes, determined to recover her equilibrium.
"Honey, it’s only natural to be nervous.
This is a pretty big production if you aren't used to this sort of thing, but
the lights and the cameras, they aren't the point. Jules and I aren't even the
point." She patted at her hair and gave a look that said just how fabulous
she was. "You are. Those men are. I've met them all, honey and
there's some real winners in there. Sexy? Mmm Mmmm Mmmmm. Smart? There are two
that rate genius level. Sweet?"
She smiled softly. "Yeah there's that too. You got it all right there on
the other side of this wall and this is your fairy tale, your moment to find
your happily ever after. Take it."
Aurora looked at her suspiciously.
"Was that from the script?"
Gabbie didn't even bother to look guilty.
"The opening narration, but I did embellish
it some." She shrugged. "Had to record it earlier. Now it's stuck in
my head."
Aurora lightened up a bit. She even laughed.
“Hey, Aurora, seriously, why do you watch these
shows?”
“Uh…”
Her mouth dropped open and she was at a loss for
words, but she gave it a moment’s thought before the light dawned.
“They make me feel not so lonely in the world.”
She nibbled on her lower lip.
“Don’t do that, you’ll ruin your make-up.” Gabby
spoke offhandedly.
Aurora instantly stopped.
“I don’t want you to be super focused on our
television audience, but do remember this thing is so much bigger than the
silliness of the moment. Yeah, it’s totally unnatural, but it’s an adventure.
It’s given a boatload of people jobs and it’s going to give millions of viewers
some sense of entertainment and companionship. It’ll make girls dream and we
need that in this cold, harsh world. I don’t care what the media says about
giving women the wrong idea about relationships. Please, how dumb do you have
to be to think your life will look like a T.V. show? It’s insulting. This is
going to be a good thing. So take a deep breath, and realize what an amazing opportunity
this is and how cool it is that you get to be a part of it all, a big part.”
They received the noises off signal and all went
quite.
She heard Jules call action from the outdoor area
where the men were waiting as she rolled around in her head everything Gabbie
had said.
She drew a deep breath.
This is it.
Gabbie received her cue to walk onstage. She gave
Aurora's hands a last squeeze of comfort then she rounded the corner all flair
and sparkle and Aurora was left alone to await her own cue. Then she’d finally
meet the men who she was about to get real up close and
personal with.
"Heaven help me."
Aiden looked down the row of men aligned beside
him wondering if he’d done the right thing or not, though it was clearly too
late to turn back now. He wasn’t even sure what had made him try this
craziness, other than he’d had a long dry spell with women and when that cute
little blonde producer met him in the bar that night in Vegas and suggested
this, it didn’t seem like a bad idea.
He looked a few men down at Romeo, someone he
actually already knew. Inwardly he laughed noting the trademark purple
highlights streaking Romeo’s shoulder length black hair. He sort of preferred
his own boring brown, but then maybe that’s why Romeo was making a stir in the
music scene and he wasn’t. Romeo took risks. Aiden was playing bars in Vegas,
but then again, none of that was the point of the evening.
He knew very little about the woman they were
about to meet, other than she was smart. A graduate of Harvard, she was an architectural
designer in Beverly Hills. She probably had a lot of famous clients. He half
wondered how they’d take to their designer being on national television. He’d
done his stint in Hollywood eleven years ago and wouldn’t go back at the end of
a cattle prod.
No
thank you.
He called on his own personal discipline to look
calmer than he felt. There was a thrill in all this really. A part of him felt
challenged by being involved, even if only briefly, with a woman he knew
nothing about. He wondered if she’d be a natural submissive. He started to get
hard thinking about the game, the chase, the seduction.
It could
be quite thrilling and in truth, that was probably why he was there.
They gave the noises off signal and things grew
serious.
The air was heavily scented with jasmine it was
one of those warm summer evenings after a blistering hot day, something that
would have been enjoyable if they weren’t all in tuxes.
Romeo caught him looking and gave him a half
smile. Aiden returned it and wondered if the bastard were only there to promote
himself.
He didn’t know the girl in question yet, and it
was probably his ingrained protective instincts on overdrive, but she deserved
better than that.
Of course, he imagined everyone had their own
personal motives for being there and true love probably wasn’t one of them by a
long shot.
* * * *
Romeo accidentally caught Aiden’s gaze, smiled
and looked away quickly.
What were the odds of someone else he actually
knew being a part of all this?
Then again, the music business was a small world,
it shouldn’t have surprised him. He just wasn’t too keen on being recognized.
This entire thing had been a bit of a covert act of semi-desperation. He wasn’t
going to tell anyone, not even Haley or Oz, his bandmates, who he was closer to
than anyone else on earth. Then everything changed and he had no choice, but
who’d have thought they’d land a record contract at the exact same time he
landed this?
It forced his hand.
He’d had to make arrangements to have the rest of
the band nearby so that in downtime he could work on music and write the songs
for the album. Thank God the producers had agreed. Although Darius was a
musician himself, so he understood.
He ran his hand through his hair.
Maybe he’d made a mistake. Maybe it was too much
to take on at once, but he wanted both things more than he wanted his next
breath. What was he going to do, say no to one of them? How would he even
choose?
Somehow, he’d figure out a way to make it work.
After all, that’s what he did.
* * * *
Kieren looked over the rest of the guys and
thought, unless the girl was an uptight bitch, he had an edge. All the other
guys looked stiff as boards, nervous too. The poor guy towards the end, looked
like he was about to upchuck his lunch at any moment. The main thing that stood
out to him though was, aside from one other guy with sandy blonde hair, and
himself with his near white blonde, all the guys were dark hair, had darker
complexions, and most had facial hair. He was clean shaven and fair skinned.
The guys always laughed at him because he was so fair, yet he lived on the
beach, on the water. Didn’t matter what he did, he never darkened up.
He wondered if the tall dark and handsome thing
was her “type”, but he couldn’t let himself doubt. He had it over these other
guys, he could just tell. He wasn’t sure what kind of a production this was,
but they clearly hadn’t gone all out on the cast. He could only hope the girl
had been more meticulously chosen than the men had because he wasn’t here to
find the same old surf trash he’d seen before.
He wanted a shot at real love with a real
lady.
This show was going to give him this opportunity
and he’d make sure he’d get his foot in the door early, sweep her off her feet,
and then home to his boat where they’d live happily ever… or until they didn’t
anymore, but he’d win this. He’d
prove to the guys back home he wasn’t a cur like they always implied.
He was tired of being blamed for the sins of his
parents.
This was his chance and he was going to win the
girl or else.
* * * *
Mal played with his cufflink, projecting an air
of boredom while watching the others from the corner of his eye.
This was most assuredly a mistake, but what other
options did he have?
She was going on national television, being
auctioned off like cattle.
It was beneath her.
It was disgusting.
The
humans and their fascinations with themselves, it was shocking they hadn’t
extinguished their race long before now.
Although, without their, special guardians, they most likely would have.
He shook his head.
None of that was the point.
He didn’t know how, but he’d somehow make her see
what a mistake this was, that she was so far above all this mortal crap.
Ah, but then, she thought she was mortal. He still wasn’t sure that had
been a wise choice, but it wasn’t his to make. All that mattered now was that
he needed to protect Aurora, even if that meant he had to pretend a romantic
interest in the girl. He was certain Maizshdah would
understand.
* * * *
I
think I’m going to be sick.
Reggie swallowed hard trying to not be the only
man there who needed to make a run for the toilet.
I
never should have agreed to this.
It was his mother and sister’s idea and though he
loved them, they would never understand him, his world. Yeah, he was different
than most, but he truly did find companionship in his on-line world and the
games he played. He had a high pressure job. He didn’t need a high pressure
social life too.
Besides, as he sized up the competition, he may
as well just eliminate himself then and there. The girl wouldn’t even see him
over Muscles McGraw, Steamy Pouting Man, and International Super Spy who were
all lined up beside him.
This was a dumb, dumb idea.
I
think I’m going to be sick.
* * * *
Rhys bounced up and down on the balls of his feet
trying to keep the excited energy at bay. He couldn’t wait to meet the girl. This could very well be the love of his life
waiting just inside that barn and he couldn’t wait to get started.
He’d been so honored to be chosen for this. He’d
known about it forever at this point. Handpicked months before the auditions
had even been announced. On the one hand it had been great to have the security
all this time, but on the other, it had been a hell of a long wait!
Didn’t
matter though.
In just a few minutes, that girl would come
through those barn doors and the romance would begin.
He gathered since he was the only man of color in the line-up, that the woman was white, but he
didn’t care. His last affair had been with an Irish woman, her skin was as pale
as his was dark. They would have had some damn beautiful children together
though.
Didn’t
matter.
That was in the past. This was his future.
Whoever was right around that corner could
possibly be the future Mrs. Rhys Spencer.
He couldn’t wait!
* * * *
Kai drew a slow deep breath and relied on his
training and years at his job to keep him calm and focused despite he was going
out of his mind.
Of all the things he’d done for his line of work…
a reality dating show?
He had no interest.
He had no desire to be in a relationship.
His work was his life and he liked it that way.
He was born for it and it thrilled him in a way no woman ever could. He had no
idea how he was going to pull this off. He only hoped the girl would simply
find her time so absorbed by all these other men, she wouldn’t notice he had no
real interest in her.
Nothing
personal.
He just didn’t have the time, nor inclination, to
form a relationship.
Even if he did wonder from time to time, he knew
better. A little woman sitting at home while he was God knew where in the
world, it didn’t work.
He’d seen too many try it and fail.
He’d stick to having affairs with worldly women
who could understand that his work would always
come first and that the sex was really all that mattered to him.
He scanned the row of men until his eyes landed
on the reason he was there in the first place.
Why on
earth is he in this?
In the eight years he’d been doing what he did,
this was the one time he had no hypothesis to work with. He couldn’t figure it
out. That man being a part of, well, this,
it simply made no sense whatsoever.
He was pulled out of his own head by the sound of
the director cuing the host.
God, I
hope this nightmare ends quickly.
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